mild

Capricorn: You're feeling very anxious, which is totally normal. But some deep breaths couldn't hurt.

I feel moderately calm. As anxious as I am, im not feeling as tense as I once did. I wish things had turned out differently.. And in a way, Im glad they didnt. Its very difficult to explain the way that Im feeling. Its as though Im caught in the middle of two large crushing objects and the easiest way out is also the most painful.

Its difficult to explain how I feel to any one given person at a time. I have a hard time expressing myself in verbal communication form. I dont really know what the deal with that is, I just cant really find the words in me lately. I dont think about telling anyone because im afraid of the reprecussions. Well, not really taht. More of the future backlash sharing myself might bring.

I have a job interview at ten in the morning, and im scared shitless. I have yet to finish the application.

-dies-