birthday

The fifth was my birthday. I'm 20 now. I don't feel any older, and i certainly don't feel any wiser. I feel just the same as I always have. well, not as i /always/ have. But c'est la vie. I feel a little less empty this year than I did last year. I feel a little more like im grasping my own future in my own two hands. I feel more powerful in myself then I used to. Even with all this, I still feel as though I have a long way to go untill im fully healed. Im making progress, I think. Its taken me a long time but its probably the time thats helped. Nothing happens over night.