Capricorn: You've got too much on your plate. It's ok to ask for help!

I've been. Well, internally anyway. Ive been fighting with myself for far too long about so much... It's time to ask for external help. Ive asked before, a bunch of times, for certain little kinds of help. "would you kindly help me off my seat?" "would you kindly get me a glass of water?" "I'd like to go to the store, would you kindly go with me?"

I really like that little phrase-lit. "would you kindly?" Ever since I heard it on a bioshock parody I've really enjoyed it. Ive been using it in normal conversations... Kinda weird.

My mother and her boyfriend left for the bahamas today... Im scared for them. I want them to be alright, and I want them to have fun... Im just really afraid. Ive never been scared for anything to happen to my mom before... But now, now that shes out of the country with Doug.... Im not so sure anymore. I wont be there for her if she gets hurt. I wont be there for her if she needs to rant. She wont be there for me either... Its as though she's died already. Thats a little dramatic though... She's going to email me and stuff.. but Im still worried about them, regardless.

Im a worry-wart