disappointed

Capricorn: For some reason, you just aren't yourself around someone. But that will begin to change today.

Got my hair cut today... Not really enjoying it yet. I asked a few opinions, but the one I wanted encouragement from the most... "I liked it better when it was longer."

I nearly threw up. Why does that matter so fucking much to me? Why does your opinion make or break things for me? What is wrong with me, that I am so weak I have to rely on that opinion... Its not as though thats a make or break type of thing, I just really wanted a supportive response....

Ugh... eating soup rly makes me feel better. Its smooth, goes down easy, and is comforting..

Last night was enjoyable for the most part. I got to get back together with a really good friend after nearly a month of undue silence.. But everything is good now. Im so glad things are falling back into their normal pattern.

I just wish I could get a better handle on myself.