dream

i had a dream that he came here. that he changed his mind. that he couldnt believe that he hadnt visited sooner. that he wanted to come back, and that he missed me. He said he regretted not coming back sooner. he thought he was making a mistake. he left a backpack and a laptop in my house. we were doing fun things with him, his brother, and a younger version of them both. They were all at my house.. They decided to sleep over because i had gone there to stay a night for some reason. they were in a white car. I had a runny nose, i think from crying that he was going. I was very, very thin. there were other people there, but they were faceless, nameless. he and I, his brothers and my mother in the dream were the only ones there that I can remember.