Ok seriously

I'm fucking sick of people telling me to "love myself before I can love anybody else." I do love myself. A whole fucking lot. I'm sick of this bullshit. I want to be in a relationship, not get married. For fucks sake, is it that god damn much to ask to want a companion? Apparently its a big god damn deal.

Sobbing. Crying. Upset feelings. The tears, the heavy breathing, the snot...

What the fuck is it all for?

Can't I be in pain without the mess?

?!

I looked up virgo and capricorn.

apparently they're compatable.

so what the fuck mah'n

How you doin' bbygirl?

I wish I could say I was doing better...

Ask me anything

why am i hopelessly devoted to you?

idk... but sandra dee could probably tell you

Ask me anything

Why won't you run away with me? =]

because running away is reckless and i'm not ready for danger in my life

Ask me anything

What would you say if i tried to date you?

idk...

Ask me anything

did you know that every time i look at your name the 'k' and the 'r' kind of blend in with the whole X thing you have going on and your name looks like 'atosta' to me. i had no clue you were a toaster.....

i am so a toaster

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If a paradox is an analogy and a simile is a parody, how happy will I possibly be when I realize my dreams, shoot for the stars, and hopefully someday make it there?

like a fat kid with pickles

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If you could see anyone you haven't seen in quite a while, who would you choose?

Idk... I haven't seen a lot of people

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why are you so awesome?!

I'm really not that awesome, but thank you for the sentement... <3

Ask me anything

Questionable

Is it to be as it was, a second time around?  Is my heart to bleed as profusely as the last time, and thicker, and colder, and with more despiration than anything?  I've given up so much...  I have sacrificed so much...  and I'm not even allowed to ask for a second chance.  I'm baffled.  Dumbfounded.  I'm stunned, and I'm sorrowful.  I cannot see the light as it once was; a dazzling amount of joy to illuminate my world.  Now, it is a harsh, burning, annoying reminder of my future without the one whom I cherish above all others.  The one whom I know in my heart was meant to be there forever...  its my misgivings, and my cowardice, my foolishness that has destroyed it all...  I have nothing left.  What had been growing for three months so harshly discarded without my even knowing it was there, which planted its own seed of hatred, anxiety, depression and isolation... 

Fuck my life.