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It would be a lie to say that it's easy to forget what's supposed to now be the past. It would be a bold faced lie to say that i'm totally over it. It would be a downright aweful lie to say that i'm okay again, for good... But all in all I really think i'm doing better. Im better than i was in the beginning of the mess. Im doing better enough to want to live through every day without asking for help to get through them all. Sometimes i falter... Sometimes i stumble and fall. I know now that when that happens, I can always ask for help. It's not shameful to ask for anything if you truely need it. It's not a crime to reach out a hand and ask for assistance. If you don't get any, then that's okay. Somehow you can make it out yourself. But hey, who's going to deny you if they're your true friends?