Change. It's part of every fiber of our world. We are born, grow, become old, and then die. The seas rise and fall, the forests grow and die... In a way it all stays the same, and yet... It is ever changing, this that we call a home of a world. I find that most times it's difficult to cope with change. I believe that everything happens for a reason, but not because of chance. I don't necessarily believe in destiny, or a pre-set course. I think that through my system of thinking and the synapse of electricity in my mind that I make my own decisions. I enjoy that I have at least that much control.
I feel most times that some try to limit what I can do... That they, in their limited knowledge of who I am, or what I have the potential of, think I can't do or are not capable of achieving whatever the fuck I want out of my short life. I beg to differ about that...
If there's something that I want, I can get it. If I can't find it where I'm at, i'll go somewhere where I CAN get it. If I can't achieve what I need to here, then I'll go anywhere that I have to, only in the event that i'm being held back. I think that it's only the fault of the one who's allowing themselves to fall behind that they suffer. If you THINK you can't do, then you've already failed at what you set out to do.
As positive as that sounds, it's complete garbage. Well, not garbage really, just self affirmation about stuff. I'm afraid of things, and can't find a way about them to make my life easier. It's difficult to get things together when you're afraid to fall...
