Having people over to my house for a visit is not a big deal to me, mostly because I enjoy the company and then another reason being that I'd prefer a full house to an empty one. I enjoy a small crowd of people who I know and love dearly. I enjoy the feeling of happiness that being around people that I know and love brings me. When I'm by myself, I have a tendency to wander into my own thoughts much too far, and every once in a while I get lost there... More often than not, I don't really enjoy what I formulate there. Being surrounded by happy things and happy people, getting hugs, having fun... Its one of the things that I really enjoy about being alive. Without that contact, without that reassurance that there is still light in this life, Id probably disappear into myself. I don't ever want that to happen. I want to continue to be myself, and create, and do, and love, and give, and want. I love all of my friends, and my family, regardless of whether or not I show it as openly as they'd like.
I really do have a good feeling about this coming year.
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