Sitting in my stuffy room, my stomach starts to grumble. I'm not exactly sure what's the cause of the noise.. It's accompanied by a dull ache. I'm not really sure whether or not it's hunger, anxiety, or the pills that I've been taking recently. Regardless of whichever it might be, it hurts. I hate when my stomach acts up... Every few minutes, I hear this "gluuuuuubrrrrrrarrrrrl" in my guts. I'm almost positive that the cause is a combination of those that I've mentioned... I haven't felt well all day. Partially because I'm thinking way too hard on some things that probably would be best left alone. I just can't help but think about them. They're constant, nagging thoughts at the back of my mind. "what if" this and "what if" that. It's nerve wracking.
I wish that I could sleep better. Maybe if I slept more soundly, and diden't have so many dreams, then I'd not think quite so hard on so much during the day. Or, maybe that's just me trying to rationalize why i'm thinking so hard on such mundane things.
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