they said to keep track of them. So I have one with him in it to record. He came here and I kept denying him because I wanted him to be happy. I kissed his cheek, and cuddled him for a while. I wanted him so badly... We were either at his place or a friend of his' place. I could hear his voice, and it sounded so senscear...
Then I had a dream about this rat that kept coming back from everywhere I tried sending it. I dont actually think it WAS a rat, but it was kindof like a rat and a vole.. But I was convinced that it had rabies and that it was going to give rabies to me no matter what. And it kept coming back from wherever I'd throw it or put it or think it was buried. Then all these rats started attacking everyone, and I woke up and started another dream...
That dream basically was that I went swimming with my little sister and my dad, and my dad kept trying to do bad things to me so I'd continually hide from him so that he couldn't do anything to me. THEN these horrible boys tried to beat me up in my dream. My 11th grade chem teacher came to my rescue though... (?) He looks like Richard Gear. ?!
Thats it. Never again will I have anything, no food past 9pm.
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