Wanted:

Is it honestly so bad to want what I can't have? It's human nature, I'd say... Obviously we want what we can't have because it's a thrill to even TRY to reach it... But once you have it, and then you let it go... What do you do? Do you just allow it to slip away, or do you fight for it until you realize after all of the struggle that it was for nothing? I want it to be worth something... I want it back but there's never going to be a resolution... I want it back but there's no chance of it becoming better because it was only changed on one side? There seems to be an endless rope falling into a black hole trying to save a love that can never and probably was never. God... sometimes it's just gnawing through the ropes in the morning to see the text that gets the day started on a good note. Is that honestly too bad? I think maybe so. But what can we say? There's really nothing that can be done on only one side of a two sided argument.