i don't really do that much anymore. I've had a string of really ridiculous nightmares. Crazy dreams about people I know, and people I think I know, and people who claim to know me so, so well.... It's all collapsing.
Part of me just doesn't care anymore.
To see the world crumble around me at this point seems a relief to happen. I would stand, my piece of earth floating into space, and as the implosion would happen I'd shed only one tear, and that would be one of finally being at peace.
Peace with myself. Peace with those around me. Peace with what's around me...
Solace and solitude. Solitude I've got. Peace... Solace... Not so much.
But at this point I keep thinking to myself, it really.
Really.
REALLY.
Just doesn't matter anymore.
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