Tuesday, June 16, 2009

cold

It's freezing in my house.... I mean, it's only 70... but regardless. I wish that there was a way to make it warm without running my heat aside from putting on extra clothes... I hate clothes and find them generally uncomfortable... I wish that a hot shower would help, but once you step out of it, it's freezing cold again...

Another thing i've noticed is that i need more money. I find ways to compulsivly spend my money on shit that I don't need... But, usually I find interesting ways to make shit out of the useless shit... I just haven't had the time, motivation, or space to do it in. I want to be more crafty anymore... Creativity calms me down. I just havn't found anything that's caught my fancy for more than a milisecond that I can do by myself aside from read... I hate being by myself when i'm creative. I work well under pressure with lot of people around me, or even with just one person or two with a few ideas for me... It's better for creative thinking in my opinion.

God it's cold

I'm kinda hungry... But my stomach is feeling acidy. Apparently the lettuce that i put in my salad was past expiration date... It was slimy and tasted like dead grass.... SO i ended up throwing my lunch in the garbage. Then promptly throwing up several times. I left my phone at home today and went back to get it at lunch, so it was actually a bit more comforting knowing nobody was going to peg be for a bulemic or anything while i vomited my salad back into the ocean....

THESE LITTLE DOGS ARE SO NOISY....
I can't stand that they bark all the damn time. It's adorable how they're trying to protect, but honest to peat do they have to do it all the damn time? I swear, the wind blows, they bark. One of them farts, the other one barks and growls at the front door. It's nerve racking. Aside from the fact that it scares the living hell out of me nearly every time, it's annoying when it's silent as sin and out of the clear blue you get the barking of a thousand dogs in your ear at 4am...

Meh

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