How am I supposed to give up on what I've wanted most out of life? How does everyone think that it's so fucking easy to just walk away, pretend it never happened, and forget everything that had happened? I don't quite understand how I'm expected to just "be okay" with it...
I'm in distress! I'm okay, but not happy. I'm stable, but I'm unsure. I want to get back that happy feeling. I want to have back what I once cherished. I don't understand how it could have fallen away so easily, or how simply it had disappeared, but I want it back... More than anything, I want to make it right.
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That's the thing. It can never be fixed. There is no repair, no restoration. The only thing that happens is you hope you don't die from emotional hemorrhaging and that the scar tissue forms. After that? You carry on, albeit with a limp.
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