Rant

I feel like I'm going to vomit. Sitting here filling out this paperwork that's way, way overdue is making me more and more nervous. I'm ecstatic and nervous... i feel so sick. Ive been sick for a while now... It probably doesn't help that Ive been getting next to no sleep anymore... but at this moment i really don't care.. i need to find some way to knock myself out before i stay awake all night trying to find ways not to go out of my skin in agonizing pain from my stomach twisting itself into knots....