They tend to go hand in hand. Where one is a decision the other is the reaction to this decision. As it was told to me recently, is not everything, in itself, a reaction to something else? I'm seeing this. The conflict causes one to make choices. The choices, whether or not they benefit the chooser, bare certain consequences. Also, whether positive or negative, all things happen for a reason. These can be caused by conflict, or consequence. There are many factors..
My dog is sleeping on my feet. I wouldn't have given up this night for the world. Nothing happened... But everything was exposed. Everything became clearer. Everything lit up and spun around and became light and sound and peace. It was good.
I want more of that feeling. Regardless of what consequences I now have to face because of it.
There aren't enough apologies in me to make it okay. But somehow I think things will work themselves out. If not... Then I can't say what. I don't know whats going to happen yet.
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